just like the night before

"She's just not the dog I imagined losing my freedom for," I wailed like a freaked-out groom before his wedding night.

“只是她不是那只我认为我会为之放弃自由的狗而已，”我就像一个在新婚之夜前被吓坏的新郎一样哀泣。

And the lamp before going to bed I have to say good night, just like the Father and to say good night.

睡觉前我都要和台灯说一声晚安，就像和爸爸说声晚安一样。

I was hiding in the bathroom for something like the forty-seventh consecutive night, and-just as during all those nights before-i was sobbing.

大约持续了四十七个晚上，就像之前的那些夜晚，我在啜泣。